"You’re caught in time but time moves on. You can’t remember people coming or leaving.
The world diminishes around you while you’re stuck in the center.
All of your old friends leave or die and you can’t make new ones.
You can’t love. You can’t hate."

- Anterograde Tomorrow 

"'Cause I'd spend all the whole day
Listening to your message I'm keeping and never deleting" 
- Birdy, Tee Shirt

"I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn't trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I'm grateful." - Hazel Grace Lancaster (The Fault In Our Stars)

"Falling in love is easy.

Getting laid is easier.

But bumping into someone that can

spark your soul -

that shit is rare."

please, 

try not to hurt my feelings...

nulis lagi aahhh...
hehehehe
bodo amat, toh gue kayak ngomong sama diri gue sendiri di sini.

it's been a rough month in july, kerja sambil puasa dan di penghujung bulan banyak ditinggal sama orang-orang.
dimulai dari ditinggal produser ke korea dan ninggalin tanggung jawab baru.
ditinggal sahabat + musuh + kakak + pacar + partner kerja + tong sampah + tukang ojek alias ridha yang secara mendadak sakit dan berujung absen dari kantor. 
lalu ditinggal sang pacar beneran pulang kampung ke lampung.
dan terakhir hari ini rumah jadi sepi karena kakak dan adik sepupu pulang kampung juga.

pokoknya summary buat bulan juli ini adalah: bunuh aja gue.

but someone ever told me that i should be strong. i should put on a smile on everything that i do. even if it's a fake one, it's okay to do that. 

and he will be there for me...

lol, it's been a while!

gila, terakhir posting di sini April 2013.... kemana aja sih gue?
lenanya sibuk....
sibuk ngejar mimpi.